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What happened? Something did.

More of a statement than a question.

Things change.

And I've lost count.

So this is, let's say, the 'n'th time when things have changed.

And it makes me numb. Absolutely blank.

When there is no analysis, no inference and no conclusion. When all you know is that things have changed.

It's so bittersweet, I honestly cannot bring myself to smile. I cannot weep.

There is the obvious sinking feeling inside. And everything that farewell brings along with it.

And damn, it eats you.

Moreover the variables attached to the constants are already juggling and trying to seek logic in my head.

But I must say at the end of it..I'm happy. I'm happy for everything. I'm absolutely sad about nothing.

And that in itself makes me more happy.